....demenetd ramblings....
October 9th, 2003|| † ||3:21
.....rambling...words....thoughts...visions.....anything that haunts me in my mind and soul I shall record within writing.....which I will someday share with the world.....the actual question is when? I won't say how because eventually it'll find its way to internet, just as everything else has....I do not inscribe today to share of my demented whispers....but to share a bit of my actual dementia...with you all...whoever might you be. I know some of the people who read this. Those of you, if any, that do not have an acquaintance with me, feel free to do so...if you wish to know anything your heart desires.
I'm inspired again...I'm sleepy and tired, yet haven't been able to sleep, I don't know WHY...it bugs the shit out of me...but depravation of sleep is what makes my creative juices flowing always.....that's why I always wrote so much before I had a job.....I could only focus on my mind...but now, I have to focus on staying alert, on staying awake...by the time I get home, I just want to relax and forget my mind...let it rest, and find its way in never never land.....I still need to find how to keep up with those voices amidst my daily routine...but I know soon I will have enough time to fully dedicate it to my inner voice. I haven't forgotten you...I am still here...just busy with other things...I shall return soon, I promise...†