Black is my heart
February 5th, 2005|| † ||18:20
"Black is my heart"
That is a line from a Cradle Of Filth song called Nemesis...a current favorite of mine. And it reflects exactly how I feel...my heart black; dark--like an empty void that constantly blows cold air at me...I feel sunken and hollow...I wish I could fly into the nightsky, at a full moon...soar throught the moon-kissed clouds into the other side of the world and over to my beloved one...in the city of lions...and hold her in my arms forever...I yearn for my black cat, my enchanting bride at the other side of the world...and I scream for her every night, in that desolated valley I like to call "my soul"...for her scent, her eyes and her love. Because I am incomplete without them...I feel at a loss with out them.And the nights go on...in anguished solitude...looking up to the moon whispering her name every night...Jane...Jane...